Social Anxiety

I can't even be in public without over thinking everything. I think constantly about if I look alright, if I smell alright, if the things I say are funny, I just can't interact with people normally without a constant fear of being judged. If someone gives me a complement, I will immediately ask them why their complementing me because I automatically assume they are making fun of me.

This makes me super awkward in public, I never know what to say or do. This leads to me being even more self conscience and awkward, and the cycle keeps repeating. I have no idea why I care so much what people think of me, especially totally strangers. I will literally worry of the person driving behind me thinks I'm a good driver or not. I want to get help, but I'm scared to do that too, and I know it will be expensive.

Sometimes I just want to live in the woods and not have to deal with all this stupid social anxiety I have. It's definitely gotten worse over the past year, and it's really starting to affect my life.
Social Anxiety Social Anxiety Reviewed by Kanthala Raghu on March 19, 2014 Rating: 5

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